[Moved] Passionate about electronics

hi i am Taimur Abbas from pakistan. I ghave done BBA(cgpa3.6) and MBA HR(cgpa 2.97). I am terribly interested in electronics and want to build all sort of circuits(analog and digital ) devices and systems. I have other interests in other areas but electronics is my greatest passion. I am attracted to electronics since as long as i can remember. AS a child i used to take electronic circuits and devices apart. I read an electronics book at 9 years 0f age. I have been facing systemic and structural problems in pakistan and have been exploited by the military and the society and have been harassed and ostracised and victimised since the begining. I have never had a teacher and a guide and i practically taught myself every thing from reading writing, learning, practical work and play all by myself.I do not have a job and am unemployed since 2008 though in the period ii have been studying and researching on my own despite all these problems. I cant explain how much i am attracted to electronics and am transfixed when i see electronic circuitry and visionary thoughts start coming to my mind but i am hindered by the circumstances. I am looking for opportunities both study opportunities and work chances. I need study material in the form of solved problems in electronics, mathematics, computing(source codes of programs) so that i may practise by reading solved problems and understanding underlying principles. I also want to get accredit ion bu doing courses. My child hood ambition is to do electronics engineering. I am looking for a way to finance my studies either through work or some online job or even electronics work. I am in great amount of guilt and stress that i am 35 now and have not masters electronics yet. I want to get started in the field and other related areas as well as be financially viable.

Welcome to edaboard, you are on the right track.
A journey of 1000miles begins with a step, start from somewhere. May be Google for some ebooks on electronics and start reading them. If you are confused in anyway or you have a question, feel free to ask we will answer and direct you well.
Check for the art of electronics. It is a good book.